Sedang Bercerita, Jika Anda Membacanya

 So, with you here, I breathe easy... oh, I did not know it yet, I once fallin in love, but that's not work. I love him, so in love with him, but I think that isn't enough. He doesn't stay. He leaves me. I do really want love, I do, I love being in love, I love when I'm a lover, and I am a lover, so everything that I write except the hurt one, about love and being loved by someone is all imaginary, it is all only in my head, so how love is it? it is like how the trophy coming through running towards you like you're the only gravity, or you found it the tip of duct tape so easy when he is around? so, how does that come? the love? is it really with the grand entrance with the voice of magnificent lightning? waves? or he comes slowly gracefully? coming with the stately step when dancing so beautifully? Is it like when the first snow? is it like the first sip when you're so thirsty? how all of you found the love? I want it to- the love, I want it to I really want lo...

 It is like that you lost him, and you lost everything, because you've never love yourself like you love him I read all of my notes and mostly all about you hurt because of you happy because of you found because of you and lost because of you I'm literally lying when I said that I've moved on and yet, I don't know how to live anymore I'm copiloting everything even it's a life so what should I do next? I'm unhappy but Alhamdulillah I woke up So, Please Dear Allah help me

 This is me trying,  Jadi begini, aku sebenarnya ingin mencoba menulis menggunakan bahasa inggris tapi sepertinya belum dapat dilakukan lagi-lagi begini, aku sedang berusaha menulis aku sedang berusaha bertahan... mengulang waktu saat-saat dulu waktu terasa lebih berat tapi dapat aku lewati, ternyata aku melewatinya dengan menulis sekarang aku tidak dapat menulis, sepertinya lalu dunia terasa berat lagi untuk dijalani tapi aku tidak dapat menulis lalu? apa yang harus aku lakukan lagi-lagi... aku sedang berusaha, menulis lagi berkenanlah dengan tulisan ini aku kepada diriku sendiri